Hello Kids, Random Awesome Reader on the Internet.  I made this blog to inspire and uplift people, because unlike my friend and more knowledgeable friend, Amanda—I just can’t be happy all the time.

I mean I get depressed, and most of the time I’m sad because of my family situation, but I try, I try a lot and really hard to make this be the happiest thing in my life.

I guess since, you’ve gotten this far already reader, you’re wondering,  why or how I got this dark Danny Chatterjee persona on the Internet and why I go by a Pen Name instead of a real name.  Its because some wise writer said, “Pen Names are the masks from whence we unmask ourselves.”

Listen to my shit.  My parents had an arranged marriage and they hated and fought violently in our house and its scarred me from the day I turned four years old.  I try to smile, but I still have nightmares and nights of sleepless ecstasy.  I wish I was a different race, and even though I’m Buddhist I can’t keep my mind at peace with the sober, unhappy people that haunt my waking days.  I’ve been abused, molested, kidnapped, raped, and emotionally warped by my dad and the sickest thing is he controlled everything about my life before I decided to leave him. 

So now that I’ve left and gone, my life has taken a turn towards the up, where I try so hard to live as happily as I can and I have an awesome boyfriend whose been helping me financially, spiritually, and well all around just heal.

i’m grateful for that so this is my ‘gratitude blog’ to share all the beautiful and wonderful things i see and create to make anyone happy and everyone feel hope and so I can promote my work as  screenwriter, writer, film-maker, actress, etc.

I’m here for you … I lied, feel free to ask me questions and I’ll try to be Buddhist wise, and hey you can always try Amanda